have got lots of thoughts in my mind.
its been a year.
of sweat.tears and literally blood.
we've all gone through it tgt.
but not all of us ended up in the same direction.
i've grown alot being part of it.
i've learnt alot things.
met ppl i trust.
met ppl i dont.
even after this one year im not too sure of ppl.
what to expect from them.
and i still dont realise all the knives stuck behind my backs sometimes.
lucky for me out of all those ppl.
i have another bunch that genuinely cares for me.
i guess this is life.
everything changes so much from day to day.
but september is nearing soon.
i've been asked to make some decisions.
but i decided to be part of it.
in fact.
i dont hope to be part of the next bunch of shitjob warriors.
i love doing all the stuff behind recently.
i feel more like myself already.
im not ready to climp up another step.
and do everything
and in the end of the day.
get a whole supermarket of knives stuck on my back.
and the worse thing is.
when someone u like actually plunges one.
thats when it hurts the most.
so much for love.
its bullshit.heh.
ok today had school but i didnt go.
teacher called me but i act blur.
success.LOL
then went for work.
then for training. taadahh.
new fliers.
new pain.
shiok.
tml watching concert.
i miss all the kismis times with all the real dudes.
my kismis nanny and thin thin.
they're the only real deal.
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