i never realised how closely i could link myself to this MV.
uhh..ouch. ):


@ Atrium.

Just finished swimming & gymming.
Feels refreshed and relaxed.
Lots of thoughts today again.
I'll just go into the water and hold my breathe.
"go away,get out of my brain."

Somethings always make me wonder.
Somethings go away after i finish pondering about them.
Some stay in my mind.
Surfacing once in awhile and reminding me abt the past.
Sometimes i let go of what wasnt good.
Sometimes they haunt me.
Sometimes i remember what was good abt us.
Sometimes i dont uds how its all came to whats left, me.

Did i make it so easy to come and go.
Did i make things to what they shud be.

Now i realised how life is.
This world is so big.
And we are just so small.
So weak, so little.
It seems we can just disappear anytime.
But the point is,
When you leave,
Will anybody be missing you?
Will anybody be thinking of you?
Will they be thinking of your good,
or your bad?

Perhaps i never understood somethings,
or i never wanted to try and understand.

Cos time was cruel.

Jaybeom
21. Born on 17th July 1991
Son, boyfriend & not so much of a soldier.
Retired Cheerleader
Still happily attached with Jaime Tan. (:

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