It's a sunny afternoon, the clouds look like cotton candy floating around in anti gravity in the sky. Was a little bit too warm just now but the clouds have come to save the day, or in fact might rain soon. (the weather is a lil too surprising recently. no?) Just read through a lil of my notes. Same shit that never ends. Must conquer the exam!
baby's not replying me. but im quite happy she's not though, cos at this time it means she's not replying me cos she's concentrating in school. So i'll do my part and she'll do hers, lidat we dun need sell char kuay teow for a living next time.(but baby makes great maggi, ehh wan open maggi cafe not?if xinwang can so can we!k nvm, jk."
Was having lunch with my mum just now and started talking about stuff in the family. Kinda true, if im the eldest, things would have been so much better for them. Cos im the only guy and ill be able to support them, finish NS alr. this and that. Probably i shud have stuck to being a typical boy back then. Study when i need to..get good grades..go to a good jc..go army..get a good post..come out go uni..stay in hall have some fun study hard. And be a typical working class. Well its boring but at least my parents wont have to worry about issues that they are facing now.
but then again lets face it, hurhur. we cant go back to change how we started things can we, but we can always change things to have a different ending as expected. somethings we just need to lay back and watch the clouds go by and be glad that we have a shelter over our head, food to fill our tummy, not caught in war or sickness and secretly thank life for making every small thing so wonderful. why compare to others? why worry about others comments? they arent blood related to us, they dont matter as much to us as some other do. as long as those that you love loves you, life can be wonderful. (Y)
always let the people you care about know that you love them.
lubbbs euuzsxzs mummy daddy sister sister sister(HAHA) brother in law brother in law brother in law(LOL) aunt aunt aunt aunt aunt aunt aunt aunt aunt uncle uncle uncle uncle uncle. (fuck lah i name out all might as well consider it as a new blogpost.)
love you too ahneh.
